Civility out of Acceptance

**** Short story is now LINKED in my Friends and Interesting Ilk section. Had forgotten I hadn't released it to the masses. My apologies. Enjoy~ ****

Calm, relaxed, somewhat complete, clear, this are all adjectives that have been running around in my head for a little while. Good things, complete things. Allowing me to stop focusing on things that I should probably not been focusing on. Put things into proper perspective. Denials sometimes are the best answers. I don't know why I couldn't see that sooner. I could never be exactly who I am, because I was always trying to put my best foot forward. I restrained myself in situations expecting things to work out. In the end, I'm glad things did not.

My life is ever changing, however, who I am is not changing. I am the person I want to be and will build into the person I should be when dealing with specific people that come into my life. I hold my word and honor above anything else. If I say I'm going to do something, I do it. I do not back off, mix up, or take back unless I was in the wrong. My faith keeps me from falling too far off the path, and my Lord directs me and provides.

Studying for Math Test. Finishing up 2nd Short story. This one is starting to get difficult, because I am trying to figure out how best to relate to this character, because there is almost none of me in him. Though, I must dictate dialogue specifically from this point of view.

Into the darkness I descend, madness could be the only cheerful thing. I will return being much better for it however. Wow, I'm excited I want to wrap this story up! Will be posting a slight preview shortly up on the blog of the 2nd short story.